Hello folks,Yeah back again and there is news, I’m being medicated for my mental health, yeah me, the woman who was convinced that if I started taking it I’d be in a padded cell within a year. You see I am majorly BROKEN, with full capitals, because the abuse, the down right assholery I have … Continue reading
Hello again,Yes it’s been a while, well after the blood flow and the disruption to my life, the doctors decided I’d better go for the radiotherapy. Now there were just two options given, well one really, as one was six weeks of treatment which could have nicked my liver with a treatment and begin to … Continue reading
Right, where to start?I suppose at the beginning of the bleeding, you see I don’t bleed like every other woman you see on the television, you know the ones who can go riding on bikes, those who can dance around with skimpy underwear…. Oh no, not me.I bleed like I’ve been gutted and the clots … Continue reading
Hello everyone, yes I’m still here.The coils were fitted perfectly, but the hormonal rages did come and I kept out of everyones way, the nurse who fitted my coils advised me to wean off the dosage, so I did and the whole thing has been easier to deal with than the full dose every day. … Continue reading
Well this was a question I thought I knew, thing was I was wrong…. I had acute anemia, again, this time brought on by the mother of all periods, ten days of flooding, chunks and clots with the texture of liver. I was bleeding out, summer solstice and I was as pale as a ghost, … Continue reading
It’s been a while….Yes, life has changed, I have washed the shit from my soul and my mind and now have just a few more things to do then I’m free, fully. There’s not much you can say when your therapist listens to the short version of your life and is stunned silent. Then you … Continue reading
Right, here I am, so many different things wrong with me I had to go an catch the damn virus AGAIN. Yeah you read this right….I have Covid 19, luckily it’s like a cold right now, I have a small cough, a bit of a runny nose, and my throat is scratchy. Not earth shattering … Continue reading
When you’re a writer, there are things you don’t want to look at, you try to avoid them, steer yourself away from the memories but your subconscious, the part of you that drives you to create needs to express this stuff. The pain, the torment you feel, the depression that never leaves you, the utter … Continue reading
I know I’ve said this before, but I am not ‘okay’. I am not ‘progressing well’, my mental health has hit the skids again, and what comes next is not for those who don’t want to hear the ugly truth when it comes to the actual hatred and pain one person can give to another … Continue reading
Valentines Day…. Hated the day, always have, not being a ‘pretty girl’ or woman I never got a nice card, or even a look, in comprehensive school I got the ‘joke’ card or the ‘can you make her think your interested in her?’ then to have the whole thing explode into male laughter as they … Continue reading
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