Hello folks,Yeah back again and there is news, I’m being medicated for my mental health, yeah me, the woman who was convinced that if I started taking it I’d be in a padded cell within a year. You see I am majorly BROKEN, with full capitals, because the abuse, the down right assholery I have … Continue reading
Tag Archives: Life
Phoenix Poem
Sometimes there’s no words to speak, No platitudes that will soothe the soul, Just the things that were happening, Were overlooked because you never said. That the monster can smile and coo and convince Everyone that you’re the one who’s wrong. Honied words and simple touches given As long as eyes were watching. Alone, The … Continue reading
And Yet More….
Right, where to start?I suppose at the beginning of the bleeding, you see I don’t bleed like every other woman you see on the television, you know the ones who can go riding on bikes, those who can dance around with skimpy underwear…. Oh no, not me.I bleed like I’ve been gutted and the clots … Continue reading
The end of stasis
Hello everyone, yes I’m still here.The coils were fitted perfectly, but the hormonal rages did come and I kept out of everyones way, the nurse who fitted my coils advised me to wean off the dosage, so I did and the whole thing has been easier to deal with than the full dose every day. … Continue reading
How much blood loss is too much?
Well this was a question I thought I knew, thing was I was wrong…. I had acute anemia, again, this time brought on by the mother of all periods, ten days of flooding, chunks and clots with the texture of liver. I was bleeding out, summer solstice and I was as pale as a ghost, … Continue reading
A Story refound
This is a story I refound after going through the computer and removing old things I now longer need. Wanted to share it with you and it’s all mine, hope you like it and if you want to share it, just say where you got it. Remembering….. “Get rid of it!” The woman looked at … Continue reading
Six Months on….
It’s been a while….Yes, life has changed, I have washed the shit from my soul and my mind and now have just a few more things to do then I’m free, fully. There’s not much you can say when your therapist listens to the short version of your life and is stunned silent. Then you … Continue reading
Winter Solstice 2021
Well, here we are, another year passed.I know it’s been fucking hard on people, including me. Yes I got over the Covid infection, I had a few decent nights sleep because of it which was a blessing. I actually had deep sleep which was wonderful! If you don’t have it you miss it, you feel … Continue reading
As if one round wasn’t enough….
Right, here I am, so many different things wrong with me I had to go an catch the damn virus AGAIN. Yeah you read this right….I have Covid 19, luckily it’s like a cold right now, I have a small cough, a bit of a runny nose, and my throat is scratchy. Not earth shattering … Continue reading
And so the process begins
I got in touch with a counsellor…. My first appointment is Wednesday, which in one way is a good thing and a bad thing. You see my experiences with ‘professionals’ haven’t been very good, in my early years I was put under ‘observation’ to see if I had any mental health issues. I just learned … Continue reading